I am currently on Thanksgiving break and feeling a little frustrated that I don't feel well enough to anything, let alone get some writing done. Chapter 16 to The Sum of All Things needs to be written and I have to make a decision of when I'm going to start writing my own original fiction. I simply hate having to deal with all the things that come with having Major Depression. Fuck Depression. It effects every aspect of my life, and I mean that. From my physical to spiritual life and everything else that comes between those. Relationships are strained, work becomes unbearable, and just being with myself is uncomfortable as I don't know how to act through it and clear my thinking. Fuck Depression! I wish I didn't have it, it has taken so much from me while leaving very little left behind. Fuck Depression.
I will try to use this break to come to terms with feeling (or lack thereof) the way I do and hopefully figure out how to turn it around into something not so negative. Wish me luck, or pray for me. Whatever.